Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Say hello to all the boys on the top of this table that you're under.

Okay so it didn't turn out exactly the way I hoped.
But you know what?
I'm good with it.
Trust has been earnt and hopefully now I can finally be a part of something.
Snooping pays off.

Monday, 18 October 2010

Tragedy is in the air like it's contagious.

I know I shouldn't read it but I can't help it.
Now I feel awful.
Why do I do this to myself?!
Why aren't I over this already?
I guess I'm more angry at myself than anything else.
It's my own fault.
My own inadequacies.

I'll be okay, is that what you want me to say?

So much drama.
Guess who's dating?
It's like an excitement that's sinking in my stomach.
I guess I'm just not good enough for you then.
I don't know how I feel about it.
I wish you could talk to me about how things really are.
It's been too long since the last time.
The rest is a sort of isolation.
What a failure of an attempt.
Maybe it's time to let it all out.
But it's so hard.

Sunday, 17 October 2010

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from.

Okay so I'm on an epic mayday parade high.
I think I tend to be. Like, all the time.

I'm so glad I've met them!!! :D