Any remainder of the feeling I used to have for you, so strongly too...
I know it can't all have just... disappeared. Surely not.
And when she didn't tell me what I wanted to hear, I couldn't just accept what she was saying. Even when she suggested what I've already suspected, it didn't fall right on me.
I really don't know what to do here. This state is incredibly dangerous; left by itself I could become completely detached.
I don't even know who/what to blame for this. It could be him, it could just be me. It could be the passing of a certain amount of time since I decided I couldn't backtrack on my decision making me properly come to terms with it and its imminence...
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