When I left here I was so worried about how lonely it was going to be at home and I was even kind of dreading it. And now I'm lonely here, locked up in this room. I don't particularly want to talk anyone else here, I just feel so disconnected from them.
I didn't want to leave there in the slightest. Even more than I didn't want to leave here by far. I guess it just reminded me that even when I think there's nothing left for me back there, I can find something. Whereas here, I was labouring under a misapprehension that I mattered. It was completely ridiculous.
I'd rather be there than here any day. And I realise now that I always will.
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